Insights from a GWR graduate...

I thought I knew. Until I caused a major scene with the Medford State Police in Somerville, MA. Then I knew I didn’t know. 402 days ago I posted bail and walked out of the Essex County jail with no plan at all. For the first time, I had no idea what to do. After primary treatment, I came to GWR and began the most unexpected experience of my entire life. I began to really appreciate how conflicted I am on the inside.

Three weeks ago, Pete B. asked me to contribute to this newsletter. I feel honored but have found it difficult to convey my experiences. I have started on a path where my life is better than I could have imagined. I won’t fool you, as I fooled myself. I have more debt, no car, and many of those I called friends have disappointed. I have been more human and honest with myself than I have ever been capable. I have received what I need, and given what I can to my fellows. I have grown to like myself. Success is possible because failure means a new opportunity. For the first time in my life, I actually believe and act on those principles that I always felt to be true. Not by using peace, love, and tolerance to my advantage, but as they were meant.

Today, this alcoholic/addict looks forward to the future and celebrates his human frailties. Thanks for the chance.